Tuesday, September 9, 2008

What's that smell?

I am very sensitive to smells...especially the ones that are a lil off the norm. For the past few weeks, I've been coming home and as I walk into my entrance, it is unpleasant. I open windows and wash the floors, uncertain though where it was coming from. I go downstairs and smell it again. Oh gross!!! What is it?

2 weeks later...

I walk into my entrance and it is rank! Vile, actually. I have spent all my time scouting out this smell...with no luck! I can barely walk downstairs and this smell over takes me. The windows and fans are not doing anything...

I am mopping floors and cleaning nooks and corners I never knew existed for without any leads. Kris gets home from work, and says it smells bad. I was disgusted when Kris said it smelled like rotting flesh. Together, we explore. Still nothing. Seeing that I'm taking my house apart anyway, I start going on a cleaning spree! I am on my way to the kids' clothing storage bins downstairs when I stub my big toe on a box right beside the freezer. Ouch! I dust myself off and put the items away. I walk past the box...I look at the freezer and I put the two together...

I had a 4 kg sealed box of chicken breasts that I put beside of freezer as I was making room for this big box...my kids or something grab my attention and I walked away...leaving the chicken to care for itself...I found out it doesn't work that way!

It was repulsive and gross! It brought much negativity into our home. There was a weight on our shoulders and pressure to find and contain this smell, especially when we were hosting. As I thought about this horrible smell, it didn't matter how much Febreeze I used...only when I took the cause out of my home, was it better.

That reminds me about gossip I've experienced.

I mentionned a while back, that someone hated me. Anger beyond words. No phone calls and messages were ever returned. I began trying to find out where this pain was coming from. What was causing someone to not only stay clear of me and I was starting to feel like it wasn't just one person...it felt like several people were picking sides on an issue that I had no clue about. I didn't know how to clean up because I didn't know what I had done to them. I am not perfect and I am very aware of this. I decided to give this much prayer and asking God to help in this situation...I gave him the pain of my heart.

3 months later...

I got the phone call! This person had misunderstood 4th party information and...I had the capacity and ability to forgive.

Oh, the joy I felt. The weight off my shoulders was wonderful...and the smell was GONE!

13 comments:

Louise said...

Oh my goodness, that is just crazy...it is amazing how one minute you are on track and the next minute you get distracted and forget what you were just doing...wow...glad you found the smell and I am also SO happy that the weight is off your shoulders regarding that friendship..Thank God!!
Have a happy week!

Lizzie said...

GLad you finally found the smell, that has happened to me before too, and it is so frustrating!! Glad you got that phone call too!!!

Unknown said...

Glad to hear that you found the source of the smell and that the phone call cleared things up!

Frizzy said...

How many of us have had similar experiences in both cases. TALK ABOUT STINKY! I am happy that answers to both of your dilemnas were found and resolved. Indeed a weight was lifted. If only everyone could be so lucky. I love your blog!

Andrea said...

ACK!! EWW GROSS!!! (the chicken)

And -- PHEW...what a tremendous relief (the friend). God answers prayer!!

(miss you, my friend)
xoxo

Roo said...

beautiful.

Roo said...

God is a restorer. loved this post.

Sara said...

Okay, first of all! The chicken?! Gross!! My MIL did that after a visit to our house. We bought stuff for enchiladas and realized we couldn't find the ground beef. We figured it got left at the register or something and bought some more. She drove ALL the way back to TX and a few weeks later realized it rolled underneath the seat! YUCK!

Second of all, I've been there honey and it's so true .. that you can't fix the problem, or "find the smell" if you don't know what it is or where it's coming from!

I'm so glad you got that call, hun!

Larissa said...

I am very happy for you to not have this weight in your life anymore!
(or smell in your home!) :)

Breanne said...

Oh - that is so great. I am glad it all worked out and no smell.

JMBMOMMY said...

Praise the Lord that both stinks are out of your life!!!

andrea said...

I just love how God has answered prayers especially when I completely gave Him the pain of my heart and then when I least expected the call, it can! Smiling and rejoicing!

Tammy said...

So happy for you! For your fresh house and heart!